SPIRITUAL JOURNEY
Dearest Friends and Ammi Shaddai (Family of Light),
In the midst of this ascension process, and within that, also incorporating all aspects of our multi-dimensional selves, I find it rather difficult to express who I AM, focusing on a certain life experience. However, I will try to make a picture of who I AM as I see myself in this very moment.
 My name is Michael Madsen. I am born and raised in Denmark, Skandinavia. I grew up in the same old town I have lived in for about 30 years. Since my childhood was very lovefilled, there was just enough room for me to allow myself the opening of my heart. That meant, that I had several psychic experiences as a child, and that is where I am coming full circle now, again.
The Child within ... which, in many ways to me, is the Christed Light.
My soul journey started 963 lives ago, and has been chosen in a way of many short very strong and emotional lives. My I AM chose to become light enough to ascend. Therefore, to maintain the eternal balance, I had to go through the valley of death, so to speak.
I have chosen a very dark path, down through the most dark and evil lives. 583 lives ago, I broke free from my shadow self, chosing the true light in its essence. This dark side has followed me up til this point, where it now is incoperated into my physical awareness and finally dealt with (meaning: embraced). This dark half has followed me, and tried to stop me ever since I broke free. In this lifetime it was there as well. The first 28 years of my life was a strange preparing of the understanding of Light and Dark, with lots of spiritual influences on one hand, and drugs, death and manipulation on the other.
 Finally, it was time for me to BECOME.
I went on my knees, knowing that all is perfect, there are no mistakes ... wondering if I may be the exeption. I was not. The blessing of this wonderous journey through lessons and experiences of Light and Dark has been amazing.
I have learned the depth of compassion, non-judge-mentalness and most of all, FAITH (Pistis).
I opened my heart to the Christed Light, and this is where my journey through peace became real to me. Rather amazing to experience yourself AS Christ, wondering what others are going to think of this.
I have reached a point of awareness that I am very pleased about. Not that the lessons became easier, but because of my strong drive for truth. One thing there is always on my mind is, I want to KNOW. The knowing of it all. I cannot say that my awareness is in the all knowing, but I can say that I AM ready to love myself enough by listening, learning, experiencing and embracing all of GOD.
Now this level of Light that I believe I AM heading for has only come with one thing ... Love. Self love to be exact. Since all humans have a strange tendency to only want to learn through pain, I had to hate myself to make the balance.
You may think that is a bad thing, hate, but it is not. Hate is just an outwardly expression of something that we Lack....love. Since the YOUniverse doesn't recognize "NOT" or "LACK", mostly because there is nothing that is not there, it ends up being another aspect of expressing love. It has taught me the way not to judge, though I still experience that type of self ignorance at times. This is also good, for in this is the opportunity to forgive myself, which comes from love too, and then we are back to (what I believe deeply in my soul) EVERYTHING IS LOVE!!!!!
My soul purpose, as for now, is to work with the Christed Light and, what I see as most wonderfull, fullfill the becoming of ONEness with my Twin-Ray Deidre.
 The I AM of me, called Cor-lee Jahr (The Gatherer of Souls) is showing itself in dark cloak. Why? LOL Because one of my purposes is to reach down to the lowest energies, meet them at an equal level from their perspective, and lift them into the Light that they truly are. Therfore, I do not show myself as Light, because many lower density beings are afraid of it ... afraid of their own Light.
Another aspect of me, is Marumba. Marumba is the lion of peace. This aspect of me, came to Deidre many years ago. Also he came to many others, to gather their peace aspects for the use of Mother Earth.
I did not come to this knowing of my SELF in any other way, than love. Love is GOD, GOD is ALL, so there is absolutely no need for anything else but love. This is said with all due respect to healers and all religions. But the thing is, I never meditated before, I never used crystals, I never did ceremonies, I just followed the love from my heart, by allowing it to become the greater part of me. Now, I use many tools that are beneficial to me, but not a necessity.
Love is truly all we need. I met Deidre over the internet, by asking her for a reading. We started mailing back and forth and pretty soon we knew this was strong. We now share our path, and in this path, ascension, love and oneness is the ultimate goals for us. I now do healings, cleansings, etheric work and much more. And only one tool was needed, and still is ... LOVE.
Blessings,
Michael
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I have been protected all my life by angels and guides, one of them is still in the physical, and that is my Grandma whom I love so very deeply and this she knows. She has always taken good care of me, when things hurt too much, and for this I send her my strongest love. By the way, I have always have had allergies against dogs and cats, but I never had allergies around our wonderful dog Nikki; another blessing coming from this union of a twinray couple. Animals are one of my deep passions, and Deidre shares this passion - I am grateful. 
Here in Sedona, I am earnestly studying the teachings of the Coptic Gnostic lost texts of Jesus Christ as he was in his transfigured state of eleven years teachings the disciples, including Mary Magdelene, the highest disciple of Christ and his closest friend and confidant. Since studying these texts, and the Enochian teachings, my entire life has changed even more dramatically than ever. I feel the deepest sense of peace within myself and am healing so much of myself inside it is reflecting in my external environment in many ways. My three most important tasks in this life are: 1) to love everything and everyone unconditionally, 2) to be able to manifest whatever I desire, and 3) to ascend with Deidre in absolute Oneness! 
